Monday, February 8, 2010

the tantalising dream of recovery

The tantalising dream of recovery haunts me every day. I wish I could be sensible about it. I know I am dooing what I can, but perhaps I could do it a little better. Guilt and fear.
Somewhere I ran across a link where the mother stated they where recovering every day tiny little steps, skills, moments, bits and pieces. I wish I could be that clear headed. Acceptance, patience,
At the end of it all what do I want for my child?
I want him to have a choice.

1 comment:

  1. Gosh I know the feeling so very well
    You know I dont even know what recovery means any more -
    So now what I want for R is Self sufficiency + goodness and happiness and love